Being chosen.

Comment by Vanese Va Voom on November 9, 2011 at 10:17pm

i broke my neck in a car accident 3 years ago....I had no idea at the time...no one did, even the ambulance guys told me I would be out within the hour. Just after the crash my husband asked me to get out of the car, and at some point I felt ill and put my head down...i was TOLD, put your head up and DO NOT MOVE!!!!! It was so emphatic i was NOT going to do anything else!!!

It had to be a protector, but as for a vision, or being chosen I have no experience of this...

Have you tried mediation... 

Wht do you want the name?

Why do you think they are a solider?

This is very interesting : )

Comment by Carmia on November 10, 2011 at 5:26pm

Vanese, as much as I am sorry to hear about such a dramatic series of events, I am just as glad that your protector was there for you!! I had already heard some of your account about it throughout the Occult of Personality Podcast and recall that you were just as able to receive many positive things from it nonetheless! Which is a blessing and wonderful ability!! :)

As for my experience, well, it happened around February of this year while I was really getting back into doing daily sports. And I also have a cross trainer at home, and would easily go for an hour +. And without conscious intention I perhaps could say that after a while that I went into a sort of trance like state (I mean stuff like that just gets sooooo monotonous...). And then that is when it happened. I saw myself in a place like outer space except I was much larger than I normally would be in comparison to the planets. And a plasma metallic looking humanoid with transparent wing like structures placed himself to and then after behind me and in embrace held me. And I 'saw' that this version of me in that state wore a crown of light or crystal.I felt so secure, so solid and radiant. I am an avid and expressive dancer. And whenever I dance or engage in longer physical activity then I often become connected to this being in a similar fashion, and felt it's presence with me. That all of this sounds fruity and hoax like, I know. But it is a special thing to me somehow, and I feel the need to know how I can find out more about this connection. I know that this being has been sent, maybe unknowingly,secretly been called by me or it has chosen to spend it's energy/time on me. And I know it shields me and fills me with power. I don't feel drained. I am charged and don't miss the energy I give off in this state. It is my ally against all that will erode me, and seek to harm me. But I still find it leaving me with questions-  because for instance, I have always been an athletic person, so why something like this, out of the blue now? So, there it is. My special union, an unexpected gift, that has already started me on a path to sate my knowledge for that which I am not totally clear which I seek. But i know it is there. I feel it.

Comment by Lisa Joy Gale on November 10, 2011 at 7:09pm

Have you ever studied Kabbalah? I think there is a reference to a certain set of angels called "The Shining Ones". They are our intercession with the heavens. There are ten seperate sets of angels that work under each of the ten Sephirot, and they all have names as collective groups, and each group also has an arch angel of a specific name as well, and each arch angel serves under a specific god name, as it correlates to the particular attributes of that Sephirot. Perhaps studying Kabbalah might give you some answers as to who you are working with, and who is protecting you.

Comment by Carmia on November 10, 2011 at 7:57pm

Well, haven't ruled it out as a possibility. And I agree with you that part of this path is to deepen my knowledge of the Kabbalah (Kabbala). I will write here Sunday with some thoughts I have on that matter.

But until then...A song I find fitting...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4pTGBPizCWM

 

 

Comment by Vanese Va Voom on November 10, 2011 at 9:06pm

What a wonderful discussion! Thank you  Carmie, and Lisa what a wonderful contribution. I knew not of these Angels at all....And Carmie....you are blessed : ) I am now scared of repeating myself...not sure what I said on the podcast LOL!!! But music has much the same effect on me...: )

Comment by Jaefar S.A.B.N.W. on November 30, 2011 at 5:31pm

I feel otherworldly presences atleast once a week.  They are not like any grouping of humans or animals in their sense of presence, but I do use such terms to help describe it.

Many have called upon the names of God or creation and had something else there answer or distract them. 

An ouji board may work.  I would recommend skrying the whole Great Tablet in whatever or all versions combined, but not all 21 letters of the Enochian alphabet are present.  I never worry about the name of the entity.  Many say their names and even more do not.  When one says something, even in honesty, it may not be their name.  What we might perceive ends up being so little.  Based on an experience of mine, I conclude that the Daughters, Sons, Daughters of Daughters, and the Sons of Sons who shared the 28 names on the Sigillium Dei Ameth may have not been sharing their names or even names at all.

Comment by Jaefar S.A.B.N.W. on November 30, 2011 at 5:32pm

Ask it when you sense it.

Comment by Carmia on December 20, 2011 at 5:14pm

Thank-you for your advice Jaefar. I hope you enjoy what is little of 2011 and have a fab start off to 2012! :)

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